I never realized that once we decided it was time that I would become such a “baby addict”! All I can think about is baby stuff! Oh! I go tomorrow at some point to pick up our crib. Yes, that’s right, OUR CRIB! My heart just started racing. Yes, we know we don’t have that little one yet or even anything close to a maybe, but that doesn’t matter to me! I want to be completely ready! I’ve already made a wishlist on Amazon. Okay, deep breath.

I think we just may burst before we even have a baby. <3 Just having the faith and knowing through that faith that God has a child out there for us, somewhere, maybe he/she hasn’t even been conceived yet, but just knowing that God knows… it’s exhilarating!!! It makes all of the pain that I went through over the years so very much worth it. I already love this little booger so MUCH!

Last week Chris and I were grocery shopping. All of a sudden he stops pushing the basket, looks over at me and says, “I’m so excited just thinking about us having a kid that I could cry.” My heart jumped up to my throat. I can only imagine how wonderful of a father he is going to be. I say imagine because I know him well enough to know that he’s going to far exceed any of my expectations!