Personal Bog
Why would a Pentecostal celebrate Jewish Holidays?
First and foremost, Hannukah begins today!
I grew up Southern Pentecostal (Church of God). My roots go deep, my great-grandmother (on my father’s mother’s side) left a strong legacy of faith behind. Though the years I’ve gone to some non-denomination churches, but my heart always find home when I walk through the doors of Pentecostal church, so we found one local that has ties to the church I grew up in two hours away. However, I also celebrate Jewish holidays as a Messianic Jew does. This sometimes confuses people. Do I consider myself Pentecostal or Jewish – well, here’s the thing, I believe I’m somewhere in between. I’ll share a chart of some core beliefs of both and highlight where I stand.
My entire life I’ve felt a pull towards the Jewish people. It’s something I can’t fully explain. As I got older and began researching my ancestry I was astonished and excited to learn that many of my ancestors were Jewish.
I’m only going as far back as my 6th great grandparents (on my father’s, father’s side), they were Juan Segui II and Agueda Agata Enrique. Both were born in Menorca, one of the Balearic Islands of Spain. Juan in Ciutadella and Aqueda in El Mercadel. They were Jewish Spainards that were part of the expulsion of Jews from Spain that followed the Alhambra Decree in 1492. While their families found ways to hide that they were Jewish for many centuries eventually they too left as well. My Minorcan ancestors first stepped foot onto North America in New Smyrna. <– This article even mentions my 6th great grandparents!!
“The Minorcans of St. Augustine in the late 1700s and early 1800s were no strangers to relocation. They had survived two major moves since 1768, once from the Old World to the New, and then from New Smyrna to St. Augustine. It should come as no surprise then, that some of these families began to move to the beach along the northeast coast of St. Johns County. They had come to the New World for an opportunity to own their own land. In acquiring land along the North and Guana Rivers, they were finally realizing their dream.”
Once I learned of my Jewish heritage everything finally clicked into place for me. I understood the deep love and connection I had always felt for the Jewish people. It also made more sense to me why I had such a longing to learn and participate in Jewish holidays. A few years ago, I got tired of thinking about doing it and got to work. I still have so much to learn and I’m still finding how to navigate life as someone who has Pentecostal beliefs but is also very strongly pulled into the direction of Messianic Judaism. We are blessed to have wonderful Jewish friends who have included us in their holidays over the past few years and have been teaching us. This year we have the joy of hosting a night of Hanukkah at our home for them!
I find myself on the fence when it comes to conversion, although it is something I’ve thought about from time to time. I’d love to hear your thoughts!
Pentecostal vs. Messianic Judaism Beliefs
Pentecostal
Messianic Judaism
How does one get saved?
Most believe sola fide: Repent of your sins and believe in Jesus Christ’s death and resurrection alone to save you. Oneness Pentecostals believe you must also be baptized in water and in the Holy Spirit.
Sola fide: Repent of your sins and believe in Jesus Christ’s death and resurrection alone to save you.
Who gets saved?
Anyone who chooses by his own free will to believe and accept God’s gift of grace will be saved.
Anyone who chooses by his own free will to believe and accept God’s gift of grace will be saved.
Can one lose his salvation?
Yes, a Christian can lose his salvation by apostasy.
Eternal security: No, once a Christian is saved, he is always saved.
Who gets baptized and why?
Most believe saved people get baptized as a public demonstration of their new lives.
Saved people get baptized as a public demonstration of their new lives.
How should baptism be done?
Most believe baptism should be by immersion.
Baptism should be by immersion.
When does one receive the Holy Spirit?
The Holy Spirit is received at the moment of salvation, but being filled with, or baptized in, the Holy Spirit happens later.
The Holy Spirit is received at the moment of salvation.
What is the trinity?
Most believe God exists as one god in a Trinity—three equal, eternal, cosubstantial persons: God the Father, God the Son (Jesus Christ), and God the Holy Spirit. Oneness Pentecostals believe Modalism: that God has no distinct persons and just manifests Himself in different ways.
Most believe the Trinity is God existing as one god in three equal, eternal, cosubstantial persons: God the Father, God the Son (Jesus Christ), and God the Holy Spirit.
What is the human nature?
Total depravity: Human nature is corrupt, naturally inclined to evil, and incapable of choosing God on his own.
Humans have a יֵצֶר הַרַע (yetzer hara)—an inclination to do evil—and, upon reaching 12 for girls and 13 for boys, develop a יֵצֶר הַטוֹב (yetzer hatov)—a weaker inclination to do good.
Are we guilty of Adam’s original sin?
No, we are not guilty of Adam’s sin, but we did inherit the consequences and a corrupt human nature from him, causing us all to sin.
No, we are not guilty of Adam’s sin, but we did inherit the consequences and a corrupt human nature from him, causing us all to sin.
Can Christians become sinless in this earthly life?
Holiness Pentecostals believe Christians can become perfect and must do so before receiving the Holy Spirit. Other branches of Pentecostalism reject Christian perfection.
No, although Christians can and should sin less, they can never become sinless in this life.
What spiritual gifts are available today?
Continuationism: All spiritual gifts are still available to believers.
How many books are in the Bible?
There are 66 canonical books of the Bible: 39 Old Testament books and 27 New Testament books.
There are 66 canonical books of the Bible: 39 Old Testament books and 27 New Testament books.
Today, eleven years ago, Chris and I got married. Here is some of a post to social media I made on our one year anniversary:One year ago today some of you out there thought I’d finally lost all common sense. I started getting to know a guy online. We almost didn’t even cross paths, but it was in God’s plan that we did! Even though we’d only “known” each other for just a few weeks, he was already my best friend. We talked for hours on end, daily without fail – messaging, texting, skyping and of course actual phone conversations…From the moment he asked me to “be his girl”, just 24 hours after our first face-to-face meeting, I knew my heart would never be the same…. For almost two months we rotated weekends, every other weekend I’d make the two hour drive down. He’d get me a hotel room and we’d spend our days with my three munchkins driving around Jacksonville. The more time I spent with him the harder it was to leave/see him leave. The feeling (thank God) was mutual! So, there we were, not quiet two months after we met online, sitting in a courthouse – repeating our vows…. God deserves all of the credit of course!! We look back and talk about it from time to time, how we almost didn’t “meet” at all. How everything just fell into place. How God’s fingerprints are all over it. Now, here we are, one year later. This past year has been one of the happiest of my life! I never imagined that I would find someone that would love me as completely and passionately as I love them.If you’ve talked to me extensively then you know our story and just how much God’s hand was in it and while this post is about that – in a way, it’s also a little different. I want to give this part of my testimony – to show how God took me from where I was to who I became and am continuously striving to be.It all started when I was 12 and began crushing on a guy in school. Yup, that’s right, a totally different guy because back then I had no clue who Chris was, we could have been on separate planets! Let’s skip ahead to my freshman year in high school, which was two years – I was 14. Still majorly crushing on that same guy only he finally seemed to take notice and think of me as more than a friend. I was absolutely smitten, but he broke my heart after a few months. You may have recalled that I’ve mentioned in past posts about having some mental health issues, well that depression and OCD made me feel things, oh, so, very deeply. Over the next few years I still had a huge crush for that guy and we shared all the same friends. I was one of the only believers in the group. Yeah, you know what’s coming, don’t you? Instead of sharing God with them, I got too caught up in hoping that said guy would return what I felt for him. As I grew closer to him I fell farther away from God.Skipping ahread again, this time to 17. I moved out and in with some friends and was dating, you guessed it, that specific guy. Over the span of two weeks he gradually moved in with us. We lived together for two and a half years and at 19 I married him. It was not the best relationship obviously, in fact most of the time it was down right horrible. We had issues on each side and I won’t go into his because it’s not my place, but I can tell you mine. I was insecure, in our relationship and in myself. I knew deep down he didn’t want to marry me, but he did it because he didn’t want to lose me, I think. I never felt loved, and I wasn’t completely, not in the way I deserved. Again, mental health issuses that were going untreated and over time untreated physical illnesses as well.Fast forward to 27. Recently divorced (I can go into more detail about God speaking to me about this in another post.). Fasting. Crying out to God. I’d moved back in with my parents. I made a few online accounts to met people. THIS is where God took all of my pervious horrible-un-Godly decisions and turned them around. The very day I was deleting all of my accounts I got a short message from Chris. I felt a tug on my heart and after seeing a picture of him with his dog, Frankie, I responded. God used Frankie to be the initial pull and because we were trying to put God first, God lead us to that day, eleven years ago where we made our vows to one another.Here’s the biggest reason I love sharing our story and how we got to it. God took my rebellion and the pain I caused myself and made it worth everything it was. God took my shame over being divorced and made it into something absolutely beautiful, something over time I’ve learned through Him – not to regret. God took what satan tried to use to destroy me and HE built me up from the ashes. God taught me many valuable lessons during the season that I fell away, but I couldn’t see them and I couldn’t hear Him for a long time. I suffered immeasurable pain in my rebellion and I know it’s not what God wanted for me, but He used it to shape me into the person that I’ve become. I’m here to tell you first hand that God will take what the enemy means for evil and He will make it good. Genesis 50:20 You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives.It doesn’t matter what you’ve done or where you are, God can change your LIFE, but you have to let Him in! I’m here if you need someone to talk to!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jEK6_rz26z0w
but God
but:
conjunction: used to introduce a phrase or clause contrasting with what has already been mentioned. “he stumbled but didn’t fall” preposition: except; apart from; other than. “in Texas, we were never anything but poor” adverb: no more than; only. “he is but a shadow of his former self”
Ephesians 2:4-7 English Standard Version4 But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, 5 even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ—by grace you have been saved— 6 and raised us up with him and seated us with him in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, 7 so that in the coming ages he might show the immeasurable riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus.
I find these two words continuously resonating within my soul, but God. As I draw closer with God intently, I see the wonderous works He is making in my life. Not only has He directed our paths and blessed us overabundantly to place us where we are, but He is steadily turning dreams into reality. Almost six years ago I was wondering if I would ever be a mom and honestly, it was so hard not to give up, but God.
I never thought I’d be able to have a farm again, but God has blessed us with land. I didn’t think I would have chickens again, but God! We have nine hens and a rooster plus nine new week old chicks. Cali, our oldest hen, went broody and hatched nine cute little firecrackers! Here we are building our dream house when I got overwhelmed with the idea of selling and building, but God.
Last year hit my photography business hard because I only did a handful of shoots. It was absolutely my decision (GG and I are both immune-compromised) and I’ve found myself sometimes wondering if I would ever be able to bounce back, but God. Within 24 hours last week, I booked not now, but two weddings!
I’m not sharing any of this to brag, because NONE of it was me. Every single blessing we have in life is because of the love of God. We may not always see God working, but He sews the threads of our lives together. Even when we can’t see the beautiful image unfolding, God sees the picture in its entirety. So, let go and let God be your “but” when you think things are hopeless. You may say it isn’t possible, but I’m here to tell you “BUT GOD.“